damn...for once everythin is goin good. *knocks on wood* i dun wanna jynx it...lol. well...everythin is good cept the like 7 bug bites i gots...didnt get any the whole summer till yesterday... -_- ...stupid bugs. other than that yesterday was awesome x]. lol. i had fun wit mike...lol...he's awesome. i just noticed i say awesome way too much...anyways...back to what i was sayin. we went to the park and then to his friend's house...which was cool. im just bored sitting here...waiting for somethin to happen... before i have class at 1:40. well that and im itching all my bug bites...lol...cuz they madd annoying. errr...what else...*thinks* i dun really know actually...school's okie i guess...sorta boring. other than that everythin is good xD. lolz...dat's all...byez.

oh yea...i remember...stupid lil kid stole MATT WILLIS (my idol) song and music video...those bastards

(its fun watchin em at the same time and making the song match...lolz)

busted - year 3000 (MATT WILLIS)


the jonas brothers *rolls eyes*

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oh...i know what else i can talk bout...i like the band 30 seconds to mars and i saw the lead singer and im like hes damn familiar. and then it hit me...its jordan catalano. he's from a show called My So Called Life with clarie danes. the funny thing is that she's my fave actress cuz of the show...so let's look at the video...

Now
  

Then

perfect lyrics for right now...

Matt Willis - Broken
When I've been trying so damn hard to be
Everything you want from me
You said that I'd be fine,
I disagree
'Cause I've seen all the things you hid from me
They filled my life with jealousy
If you wanted blood I'd cut myself in three
Instead you've broken me

i havent made an entry for a while...let's talk bout my summer...with pics (from my cell phone) x]

first we gotta talk bout dunkin...which is where i spent the firstest half of my summer...*rolls eyes*
i hung out wit shirl and amber at dunkin...no idea why the pic of amber and jay is so small
  

and the workers at dunkin are just as important (not really...but they think so...)
Thats Bill on the left and Jay on the right
  

And i did of course work at my dunkin this summer...till my wrist got put in a splint...now i gots 6 weeks off.
this is a piece of ice that they used hot water to make a face and this is my hand after Aaron used the cake frosting
  

and then the goin out part...lol...i spent time over melanies house of course...
that would be Melanie and next to her is her suicidal turtle Poeko
  

because we were bored...we had a nice lunch in the park...gotta love chinese food x]
  

her two cousins were there too... Michelle(left) and Melanie(right)
  

aren't they just ever so cute?
  

i also hung out wit peoples...like kevin, sidrah, jesil, kathleen, and all them good peoples...i only have 1 pic to prove it though...Sidrah (left) and Jesil (right)

what else...oh yea...i went to the Jets Training Camp...i love goin there...i go almost every summer
i guess they really want u to know where u are...and u can just look at yer hand when u get lost
  

these bobble heads were crazy big...u cant tell in the pic...and so is the big blow up jets guy...lol
  

here are the players...who u cant really see...stupid phone and the store that i boughts stuff from...
   

oh yea...this guy was walkin round in a blow up airplane costume...he looked so awkward that i just HAD to take pics
  

and cuz my dad is cool...we went to coney island...at like 10pm...and got home at 2am...gotta love it
Everythin just looks nicer in the dark and we went to the beach...the pics of that didnt come out x[
  

and for some odd reason i like takin pics of the sky...at nite...lol
  

other than that i just hung out wit my friends...i went to Six Flags wit my family...and i was always at the mall...not a bad summer...cept for the guy part...lol. got my heart broken 3 times...and it sucks. hence the last entry of my poem Your Lips...and he knows who he is...

Your Lips - by Me (again)

In your eyes, I saw the world.
Put before me was my future.
I cherished every moment of it.
Your hands gave me hope,
As they held mine for hours.
Your hair was wild,
Just like the passion I had.
You were perfect and,
You were everything that I wanted.
But your lips, they stopped any hope.
They told me the truth,
Told me what I never wanted to hear.
Love and lust, the only things you know.
So many lies to me, and her, and yourself.
When you look in the mirror,
I hope you see those eyes,
And those hands, and that hair,
And especially those lips.
I know I will never forget them.

The Little Boy - by ME...YAY ME

He stared at his toys with joy in his eyes.
All of these playthings were his,
And it made him feel so happy inside.
Especially his little doll.
The only boy on the block who had one.
He loved that doll and he played with her.
Even dressed her in a flowing white gown,
And yet, his boyish side came out...

One day, he got sick of his doll.
He thought of hurting the doll-
Making the poor doll suffer.
That was when he did it.
Took away everything that made the doll happy,
He took away the toys, her house, everything.
The doll had no where to go.
She couldn't escape his clutches,
And that's when it happened.
He ripped the doll, seam by seam.
He went through all the cotton,
And found the beating heart
And pulled it out, stepped on it
And threw her out for some other child.

The boy became lonely, and found another doll.
This new doll was loved by the boy,
She too was dressed in a white gown.
Now the boy plays with her.
But why doesn't he put the doll on the shelf?
Take her away from the danger,
And keep her safe from harm.
But then he remembered that he is just a boy,
And that doll will have the same fate as the rest.
Thrown away for someone else to pick up the pieces-
These poor dolls never had a chance.